It just hit me. I haven't had any sexual intercourse for more than a month. Because of some minor complications. At night time I tend to feel lustful. I usually fight the ardent feeling by doing other stuff. Anything that'll keep my mind off of it. But the more I try to curb the desire the more horny I get. Pushing it aside (mentally) is not helping.
Seeing him everyday. Being in close proximity. Smelling his sweat. Feeling his touch on my skin. It's driving me crazy.
I feel so guilty when I pray to God, asking Him, begging Him to speed up my recovery.
ASAP.
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